“She didn't need to understand the meaning of life; it was enough to find someone who did, and then fall asleep in his arms and sleep as a child sleeps, knowing that someone stronger than you is protecting you from all evil and all danger” Paulo Coelho, Brida

Sometimes it is better to get a heart broken than feeling cold because you know that you aren't able to love.  Sometimes it is okay to meet people who will break all our walls without getting in and that will help other people, right people to get in. Or may be when the time is right they may come in.. who knows. Sometimes it is better to meet wrong people so that we appreciate the right ones when the time comes to meet them.  Sometimes it is better not to ask questions, better not to understand, better not ask why, how and what and better not know because most of the times answers hurt, truth hurts and findings hurt.  And in most of these times, everything happens for a reason and we will never know why it happened until it is the right time to know :) 

#nwtfy

We only come to love a person, when love, trust and respect are the foundations for this relation and when kindness, care and sincerity are the languages spoken.. We only come to love a person by knowing their complications, sophistications and most importantly knowing how to handle them.. We only come to love a person by acknowledging our differences and most importantly understand them.. We only come to love a person by sitting together silently and still be able to enjoy the silence.. We only come to love a person by knowing that we can still look at them with all the love in the world even when they are at their worst.. We only come to love a person when we are able to accept instead of expect.. We only come to love a person, when we give to them without any expectations and find them giving to us the the best which is feeling appreciated.. We only come to love a person when we wake up knowing that they are the only person we want them for the rest of our lives.. #nwtfyaa

ولتعلم ان ماتسعى اليه يسعى اليك.. جلال الدين الرومي

It wasn’t a dream at all. It was a memory. –Alice (Alice in Wonderland)

Finding the wrong half to yourself is like fitting half of a triangle or a square to another half of a heart shape! What you get in the end is a deformed shape! No matter how hard you try to rotate or fit the two pieces together, it will still look ugly ! Don't try to fix someone ! Nobody gets fixed. If they don't love you the way you are, then they won't ever..  If they can't accept who you are, then they won't ever.. IF they don't want you in their life, then stop nagging to be there for them. They don't need you anymore.. Don't get into a relationship hoping somebody will change or may be love you for who you are. They won't ! 

Sacrifice nothing if you will still look selfish crazy and of no use when it ends and be calm and say nothing because talk won't change anything. You have to learn how to let them go.. cause they've lettin you go at first.. 

It took me couple of ups and downs, heartbreaks, depression and happiness to learn In few years that everything we want to happen will happen only if you decided you want it enough and exerted enough effort to earn it, and there is no exerted effort that is wasted as long as you really wanted the thing and still after all of that sometimes one thing goes wrong and everything you want becomes everything you wanted. You shouldn't worry about that because it was never meant to be, and if it was yours you would have gotten it.. I also learnt that we only come to love people when we absolutely know everything about them and most importantly we accept and understand our differences. Understand that our differences are what make us perfect for each other.. The moment we want to change them is the moment you know you really don't love who they are, you love who they will become and that's fake conditional love .. I learnt that we come to happiness by forgiveness.. If we forgive others but always remember the lesson, if we stop blaming ourselves for taking the wrong decisions, making the wrong moves, saying the wrong things, forgive ourselves and others, learn and move forward, we will be content and happy. I learnt that everything will seem fine in your head if you never looked outside of it.. You will only hear, see and feel what you have in your head and that might not be very well perceived by others, you have to get outside of you. Its not you and only you, its you and the outer world. I have learnt a lot of things and still there are a lot more to learn and I wish not to learn them all the hard way :) #nwtfya

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اقسى ما في الوجود.. الا يكون هنالك ما تنتظره.. تحلم به.. او تذكره..

I wish I had a mom..
A real mom..
A real.. one..

ATB feat. Sean Ryan - Killing Me Inside

نفسي اليوم ده ميجيش
إلى أبقى مش محتاجة حد فيكو
إلى هبقى شخص مش عارفاه
إلى هبقى حد تاني
غير إلى أنتم تعرفوه
و أنا نفسي هبقى مش عارفاه

ياما نفسي تقولولي إحنا هنا مش هانسبيك
هنفضل جانبك

بس أنتم مش هاتعملوا كدة
لانكم دايما بتختاروا الطريق الأسهل 

Angham - nefsi ahebak / أنغام - نفسي أحبك

ربنا موجود..

الاحد ٢٤/٠٢/٢٠١٣

يوم بيوجع اوي.. 

من الحاجات اللي عمري مافهمتها برضه..

ان ساعات لما الانسان يبقى تعبان و في حاله نفسيه وحشه..

مابيحتاجش يسمع نصايح..

ولا بيحتاج كلام عاقل من نوعيه اجمد انت قدها و انت قوي.. و ماتستلمش.. ولا الكلام  الهادي العاقل ده..

و لا حتى بيحتاج يسمع هو المفروض يتصرف ازاي.. لانه في اغلب الاحوال بيبقى عارف بس مش قادر يعمل.. 

النصايح و المحاضارات في حاله زي حالته.. مش هاتعمل حاجه غير انها هاتوجعه.. اوي.. 

كل اللي بيحتاجه في الوقت ده..

كلمه حلوه تحسسه انه مش لوحده.. 

انه مش وحش انه بيحس بالحاجات الوحشه ديه.. 

ان مش لازم تكون غلطته.. 

ان مش لازم يكون ذنبه.. 

ان ساعات كتير الواحد بيدفع تمن غلطه مش غلطته.. 

ان ساعات الدنيا مابتكونش عادله.. 

ان ساعات الدنيا بتسيب علامه فينا.. كلنا.. و ده عادي.. 

ان هو مش اول ولا اخر حد الدنيا هاتعمل فيه كده.. 

بيحتاج يسمع انه مش لازم يواجه كل ده لوحده.. 

ان فيه حد جنبه.. 

بيحتاج حضن.. 

بيحتاج طبطبه..

بيحتاج يحس بالهدوء..

بالسلام النفسي.. 

بيحتاج يحس بالطمئنينه.. 

بس..

If you cannot find peace within yourself..
You will never find it anywhere or with anyone..

أم كلثوم - فكروني - كاملة

Part of me is still believing that no matter how things may get messed up, they will turn alright at the end.. Part of me is still believing that happiness can still find me.. Part of me is still believing that happy ends sometimes may happen.. Part of me is still believing that sometimes life get to be worth living.. well.. just for sometime.. Part of me is still believing that love nd hope are real.. Part of me is still looking forward for tomorrow.. Part of me is still refusing to settle down for my mind's conclusions nd decisions.. Part of me is still young.. Part of me is still green.. Part of me is still happy.. Part of me is still alive.. Nd you're the reason that this part is still there.. You're the reason that I'm not completely dead.. You're the reason that I'm still breathing life.. Nd when the reason is gone.. When you're gone.. I get back to this dead.. lifeless.. Tasteless.. state of living..

Painful..